Your feelings are valid.
You are NOT alone.
Colorado Resources:
Contact the Colorado Crisis and Support Line at 1-844-493-TALK (8255)
Text "TALK" to 38255
Visit www.coloradocrisisservices.org to access chat
Nationwide Resources:
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Line is a global not-for-profit organization providing free confidential crisis intervention via SMS message. The organization's services are available 24 hours a day, every day, throughout the US, UK, and Canada and can be reached by texting HOME to 741741 (US), 85258 (UK), or 686868 (Canada)